1st Anniversary <3

Hi My Love,

I will be writing this now coz I haven't felt sleepy due to the chatting just now. 

Thank you for the writing Chris.

I felt so happy when I read it.. It feels like tears are about to roll off my cheeks but luckily I can stop it.. I feel so touched.. Hopefully this won't be the last time I feel this way. :) 

I might be tell you something just now if you realized. 

Honestly I did feel extremely happy for a second then I thought the other way round and it just seems not right. I think all girls in the world like to hear those words, lol. But yes I do too. 

So I was confused by a sec just now exactly what I wanted to hear from you, coz what I told you was the opposite meaning but that's the reality. 

So I think the sweet thinking and words don't suit me well, Chris. 

I was happy when I knew you would think other way round now as I told you after.. But I don't know why for an instance I could feel the other way.. So I was not really understand. And till now I don't. 

So perhaps next time you would like not to use any, coz it created something that I don't really like which I feel about it.

I am sure you have known me for so long so I don't need to tell you how am I. 

I also do not really know what I wanted.. So after I rethink I think the best way is don't throw any sweeter words to me anymore even you feel more or less.. So I will just stay as how I feel. <3 

I am sorry for not able to tell you these in the message coz I also needed time to think in what way I needed to tell you, Chris. 

Ok then I guess I will sleep now.. Hehe.. 

And I'm really Really so happy and feel touched when I know you do love me and all things. I love you so much too , Chris. Hope things will just go as planned and we both can stay happy together till old times. <3 

I love you and I always do. 

Thank you for treating me just as special on the days that are not only on our anniversary or monthiversaries, Chris. 

Hopefully you will stay this way. <3 

Good luck for your study, Chris. 

Happy Anniversary for both of us. 

Sincerely with love,

Sher <3