Wahhhh thank youuu so much for waiting my dear.. I didn't know now you start to check.. Lol Last time I was the one who kept on checking and I didn't see any updates for quite a long time.. So I decided not to keep on checking again.. Lol but since you said like that.. Guess what? I will keep update again my dear..
And today is our 18 th Monthiversary.. But you didn't post anything though.. You are sleeping now instead.. =[ and honestly I began to miss your calling again which I didn't for some period.. Maybe I just want to protect myself.. I know this for long time ago.. When I get attached too deep.. I start feeling absurd things like these.. And honestly I was waiting for your call today.. As you told you that you would yesterday, and sadly you didn't even touch that part of conversation. I am quite upset honestly.. That's why I said the bored thing yesterday coz even you said not.. but I can feel.. i really can feel.. hehe.. But anyway it is okay.. I know the strong part of me does still remain. I hate this feeling.. T-T i really hope I feel nothing again like that period.
I hope that once I can turn back to normal.. You won't do anything to make me feel anything like hope.
I'm sorry to say these all my love.. But I just want to be blunt about how I really feel today..
Although now I feel this way.. I still love you and the love will surely remains ^o^ hehe.. Coz I want to feel happiness without any sadness, even some part we need to justify.
Thank you for all your efforts and yesterday's writing for me ^^ I just wish that we can last long even the boredom comes.. Hope you get well soon, dear.. Hehe..
Good night n take care always hehe..
I will love you always and forever , Chris :)
Love,
Sher -3-
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