Good Evening my dear :D

Hello my love Chris,


I am writing to you this today coz I know we are not going to meet today somehow.  I know you should not meet me today. But I just want to say I am so sorry for what I have done recently for not trusting you and hurting you.. and some more I did thing in a very selfish way yesterday. I am so sorry..I was desperate yesterday when I know I have lost you somehow.I just feel losing you already.. I don't know how to explain but I know the "something" there is not there anymore. I won't blame the situation but I know it is my fault. I am truly sorry Chris.

Some points before today I hope and think hard how to get that "something" back, but then today I realize I need to be responsible for what I have done to you. I am so sorry Chris.
Even we have promised each other that we will always be together forever, yet I don't want you to waste your time with me if really you have lost that "something". I know you wont admit that but I can feel it , Chris. If happen you have realized it , please don't be hesitate to tell me.

I know you won't see this post for quite some time, that's why I post this now so that at the time you open this it will be the right timing.

But I want you to know that if someday maybe happen that the "something" you can gain back. Please dont try to get that back, my dear. Coz some things just can't, and I don't wish that because of you trying that you can get that back. I will always be there for you. I know these are all because of me. My heart will always be with you. Forever I'll love you .
Thank you so much for everything and you caring my love. :)


Love forever,

Sher